update? it’s been a while
i honestly feel like im going into a good phase in my life. i feel like i FINALLY know what to do with my diet and exercise plans, i just need to stick to them. i feel like im going to start seeing major progress. i feel really excited, and anxious. im finally accepting myself, and this time im totally accepting myself. im back with the girl of my dreams and i love her to the moon and back. i cant believe i let her get away because i was a coward and was worried about the bullying/judgement of others. i love her so much. i cant explain how happy i am to her have her. she kind of helps fuel my weightloss too, which is really great. shes super athletic so she helps me with my protein intake/training. it’s a great motivator because i wanna buy super sexy lingerie before she goes away to school in the fall and surprise her. this may be tmi for some people, but this is basically where i rant hahaha





